the outcome of this is that my mom and dad will never financially recover from this. every day things are changing. i feel like i cried all of yesterday. i know that i woke up this morning by rushing into the washroom to puke. i'm not sick, i just got myself into such a frenzy ( Read more... )

as of 9am this morning, they announced that my dad's company was shutting down the woodstock plant. he's out of a job ( Read more... )

i haven't been posting because i've been working. things are either in slow motion or fast forward. there is no in between lately. there are moments of calm, because you just can't live your life in perpetual panic, but then. . .sometimes we slip and it happens anyway ( Read more... )

posting 2-3 times a day and then i take a couple days away. . .it feels strange ( Read more... )

the "donation things" was/is only one step in a multi-step plan to save the house/my family. i feel like i should reiterate that as often as possible. for that alone, i am leave this post open ( Read more... )